Showing posts with label ballpoint pen. Show all posts
Showing posts with label ballpoint pen. Show all posts

Monday, July 6, 2015

Tips for Procrastination

     Writing a blog can be a bit intimidating. After all you are basically assuming that what you put out into the world is worth reading. It must have some value, right? I've thought long and hard about what I'm really good at. What do I know enough about to really sound like an expert when writing? One of the things I am most skilled in is procrastination. Especially in the things I love to do. (Like art-making which is what I'm primarily focused on.) This is not positive, I know. I write the following with my tongue firmly held in cheek. Please take it in the spirit it is intended, as motivation NOT to do as I do.

Tips for Procrastination


1. Believe in the Myth that is Multi-tasking.


     I am so guilty of this, it's not even funny. I proudly brag about how much I can accomplish at once, when in actuality I simply do a lot of things poorly around the same time. I will continue to try though. I love the idea of doing my laundry, listening to a book on tape, painting, paying my bills and organizing my week all at the same time. I believe it's just a matter of the amount of willpower needed to perfect this skill.

2. Be Overly Organized or Terribly Sloppy     


Hopefully I hid all the phone numbers and personal contact info stored on this page. It is handy, not going to lie! Come on you gotta love graphs! Also you can see here that I am most productive at the beginning of the week. I actually look forward to Mondays. It's my get it done day.

    
      If you are really talented, like me you can be both obsessively organized and a slob at the same time. I would like to say that this is a learned skill but it's a gift. Now what does this have to do with procrastination, you say? Let's start with the obvious. Sloppiness. When I have a few minutes to draw or even longer to paint, I head into the guest room I lovingly call my studio, which is just appallingly messy most times. Before I can draw I have to clear a space on my desk and find supplies. Before I paint I have to rearrange whatever has been dumped into the four feet between the guest bed and my desk to set up an easel and palette. This often eats up whatever time I have or leads to distractions, like when I find my spiro-graph or decide to arrange my paint brushes by height- again.
     Which leads to the problem of being overly organized. I love a paper planner. LOVE I tell you. I can spend hours decorating it and writing in it and looking through it and planning how I'm going to spend my time. Except that is how I spend my time. Can be so handy. Can be a time suck.


3. Spend Most of Your Free Time Looking at Other Blogs and Books for Inspiration.

     What artist doesn't love to look at art? Gather ideas and inspiration? It's great and we are blessed to live in a time when the world is at our fingertips. I often will sit down and look through my bookmarked sites just to get a good idea of what to draw right now and the next thing I know it's time for bed and I've forgotten most of what I looked at anyway.

4. Beat Yourself Up for Past Failures.


I don't like this page. It makes me want to throw the whole sketchbook away.

     We all do this right? Well ok, maybe I do it more than some. I took a class one time that explained that we set ourselves up for disappointment by having unrealistic expectations. Duh, you say. Well it seemed very profound at the time. An artist has to get used to seeing their own bad work staring back at them. It should inspire them, not make them want to turn off the light and walk out of the room.

5. Don't Have a Clear Idea of What You'll Be Working on Before you Begin.

     Boy oh boy. And how. Do I need to explain? Ok. Well in the page above I knew I wanted to draw and sat down, looked around for something interesting and ... all I can up with was the pen in my hand. This happened on each consecutive day. Pitiful. That's where looking at all those other blogs was supposed to inspire me, right? But I'd already forgotten what I saw. When I was taking painting classes, my professor drilled into our heads that you don't waste time in the studio. Before you walk in, you know exactly what your next step will be. You plan it out while you shower or drive or wash dishes. You are always thinking about what to do next. When I forget this, I loose precious time.

6. Compare Yourself to Others.


This pages were drawn in the style of someone whose style I admire. I would happily link to her website, but I fear you would compare me to her.

     Last week in my Tuesday morning ladies' Bible study we were talking about this and someone mentioned this quote (I didn't note down the author, but I'll try to find out) "Comparison is the thief of joy." Yep. We are all so blessed, but we miss out on enjoying our blessings because we're too busy looking at someone else to see what we don't have. Someone will always be more talented. And you will always be more talented than someone else. Don't let it rob you of your joy. It's yours, for crying out loud.

7. Overbook Your Life.

     Sometimes, procrastination is outside of our control. There are things that have to be done. Have to. Taking care of kids. Work. Feeding your family. These are non-negotiable priorities. There are days I can't squeeze out a free moment. And there are days when I busily do things that could wait, or be done more efficiently later. How much time wasted on a single errand that could be combined with another tomorrow? You know the drill. Say no to say yes, blah blah.

8. Have Too Much Inspiration.

     This may sound backward but having too many great ideas rolling around in your head is as paralyzing as having none. This summer (like every summer) I have a long list of projects. Like refinishing furniture, or writing and illustrating a children's book, or making lots of quilts or a new group of paintings or writing a watercolor workshop or teaching kids art. I get excited and start one project and then I get excited and start another. Well you can see how that works out. I have a lot of things started. It's just overwhelming.

9. Be Unrealistic in Assessing How Long a Project Is Going to Take.


I dread working on this unfinished painting because I know it will literally take hours to do one layer. I worked on it about six hours this weekend and made it about a foot and a half down the canvas.

     I like detail. It will kill me someday. Or blind me. I'll sit down to do a twenty minute sketch of a pine cone and two days later I'm hating myself. I always think I'm faster than I am. I love the finished product in the end, but the joy in the process often gets lost along the way.

10. Mess Around Your With Art Supplies Instead of Using Them.



Well this drawing doesn't really prove the point but it does show my new fountain pens!

     Sometimes I really do draw my supplies but a lot of the time I just move them around or change the ink in a pen or see what types of paper I have in the drawer, or line up the washi tape in the opposite direction as the original way they were stored. I like to touch the tops of the brushes and reorder them according to their purpose. Waste. Of. Time.

11. Let Your Mood and Emotions Affect Your Production.


I borrowed this technique from an artist I really admire, but once again, if I told you who, my work would suffer GREATLY in comparison. I will link to her another time.

     I have the worst habit of only working when the mood moves me. Plurggg! That is not productive.  AT ALL. Luckily the mood hits pretty often or I would never accomplish anything. Also, if I'm feeling down, I'm not creative. I can't get things going. I'm lucky to just keep pulling air into my lungs. Quotes help then, especially scripture (as in the example above). There is a lot of scripture in my sketchbooks. It's imperative to think of art-making as a job. Take it seriously and just do it. Whether you feel like it or not, you big baby.

12. Don't Take What You Love Seriously.

     ...and no one else will either. This is a bleed over from the last tip. If you want something bad enough you'll work for it, cherish it, grow it, and pray prayers of gratitude that you have the chance to do something you love. Artists Make Art. I write these words in my planner every week to shame myself for not taking every opportunity to stretch and grow and worship God through the visual arts.

Wednesday, June 25, 2014

A Sketchbook Circle

     A few weeks ago I happened onto a conversation on the Sketchbook Skool Facebook page about organizing a sketchbook swap or circle. I jumped on it as quickly as I could. Our little group is made up of 10 ladies, 5 from the states and the others from Brazil, Switzerland, Denmark, the Netherlands and Australia. I would have been thrilled to have anyone draw in my sketchbook, or to have it travel the country, but all those wonderful places...so exciting.
     I drew a page in my sketchbook and mailed it to Switzerland and in turn got one from Brazil. I've had it about two weeks and I'm ready to mail it out again this afternoon. I decided I should take a few photos of the drawings I made (of course I would never show anyone else's) since I will never see the drawings in person again.






This was a tiny book, only 3 1/2 x 5 1/2 inches and I wasn't sure what watercolor would do to the pages so I used ballpoint pen mostly with a little colored pencil. On the last page I braved a light wash over watercolor pencil. I truly am grateful for this fun opportunity! So exciting! Okay bring on the next book!

Wednesday, April 16, 2014

Why does technology have to be so frustrating?

     Why don't I update my blog? Every time I try to log onto this little blog, I can't find the pathway. I have to take a very circular route and use different emails and passwords than I use for my website, which I also have a hard time logging onto. I get too frustrated. Usually I just don't have time to mess with it. What's a girl in the 21st century to do? Not blog...? So if I ever find my way here I load too many pix for anyone to look at. Hey I never know if I'll find my way back!

     I am taking an online sketchbook class, and have been trying to be better about daily drawing. Still not in the sketchbook everyday, but considering I make LOTS of art everyday in class, this few little pages represent a LOT of extra time.

Here are last week's offerings:






And from the last few days:





I do feel like I've gotten out of the habit of drawing. My first instinct is to pick up a paintbrush. That's a good thing too considering I want to paint for the rest of my life! Have a great rest of the week!




Monday, June 17, 2013

Summertime is Art Time




     At least I hope it is. I'm trying to make art, like crazy!!! I've had a couple of failures and a couple of not-quite-right pieces, like the one above. But I had a blast making it and want to do more. What do you think? It is based on the pour art of Holton Rower. Sorry I don't have a website to link to, but google him, check out his work. He is AMAZING!!!

     I have actually been working. I'd like to show you, but I'm not quite ready yet. I finished a gift that my daughter commissioned this afternoon. Darling, but I don't want to ruin the surprise for her friend though, so I'll wait to post. Also I am trying to make some little drawings that I can print on cards. I'm not sure there is a market for greeting cards with my silly drawings on them, but I'm going to give it a go. Four, possibly five drawings are finished but they will be posted when I'm ready to sell. In the meantime here are a few sketchbook scans:





These last two sketches feature the cute boutonnieres (apparently I spelled that word wrong on the drawing) from Mara's wedding. What? Yes, my daughter is married, and I am officially old. Also they feature some of the gifts given to John and me by the two Chinese college students that stayed with us in May. Awesome guys.  Here they are, Dwight first, then Eason. If you are able to read this in China, guys, know that we think of you often and miss you!





Saturday, January 26, 2013

A New Sketchbook for a New Year



A zoo rhino based on a photo Kinzey took when she and Caleb, Carsen, and I went to the zoo while they were visiting just after New Year's. She has a close-up (I'm sure that's the technical name for it) lens on her camera and she got better pictures than I did. This guy will start off the new RED moleskine that John gave me for Christmas.


These shoes went into the clothes and closet moleskine. Just a little (read a lot) off proportionally. Here's another, older shoe sketch in the book. Have I shown you? I didn't think so


I like shoes.And lastly a couple of drawings from a class sketchbook from last semester. We had specific assignments, that's why they have numbers on them. These two sketches are on facing pages but this book is a little too big, can only fit one side at a time on the scanner.






Tuesday, March 27, 2012

This is for the birds


Whew! Been awhile since I've posted, or even visited this little spot. I don't have just a ton of work to post but there's enough to make a too-long post. I find lately that I'm reluctant to share online. I'm paranoid, I guess, about copyrights and such, but also I tend to use my sketchbooks as journals and I really just don't feel like putting all that out there. Now if we were sitting at my kitchen table, I'd have no problem with you looking through any of my books, but there's something disturbing about the impersonal nature of blogging. Maybe it's just a phase I'm going through. 

That said, here are a few sketches. Strangely enough I uploaded them in the opposite order they were created. It'll be just like traveling backward in time. Like Dr. Who. First up, a saucy flamingo painted in my watercolor sketchbook with gouache. As the journaling notes, I've fallen back into the bird habit. Hard. I thought I'd moved on, but here we go again. I may never finish that longhorn painting on the easel.



...and a Sooty Tern, for you consideration. Ballpoint with acrylic and gouache accents in moleskine




...and a couple a dancing Pelicans... acrylic and gouache in moleskine




I'm dying to learn the art of graffiti . When I worked at the bank I used to sit in my car at lunch and look at the train cars stopped in the rail yard across the street and marvel at all the graffiti. How do they do that? Make art with spray paint in minutes all the while looking over your shoulder? Cool. I want to study it more. Clearly just trying to write my name in this stylized manner strained my brain. Ballpoint pen in moleskine

 

Okay first of all, I don't really draw people that well. Okay. That's settled. I know I need practice so from time to time I practice with my own face. And anytime someone sees these self portraits I hear how they don't look like me. I can't really tell. Sometimes I know they don't and sometimes I just don't care. I drew a face. I used mine as a guideline. We'll leave it at that. Ballpoint pen in moleskine.


These last two offers were done during and just after our ski trip to Santa Fe. We had a great time. Loved the city and I think we will definitely go back. However, I'd never skied before and it was a bit (just a bit) of a traumatic experience for me. Above, acrylic and pen in moleskine. Below, uniball in moleskine.



So...that's enough for tonight. I'm thrilled to have more time to draw and paint and hope to post a little more regularly. It really is a good motivator. Hope you all have a fabulous rest of the week. 

Friday, September 2, 2011

camera


Birthday present from my love. For taking pictures of my work. I hope I can live up to the incredible gift of his faith in me.



Collage of a seahorse for an online painting class. Made of letters, painted over and cut into pieces. 

Saturday, August 27, 2011

Supermodels and Fashion Shows





I guess I'm thinking ravens this week. This particular raven actually. I drew it twice, once on a piece of watercolor paper and once in my watercolor sketchbook at lunch yesterday. And seriously, I think if I drew it once more I could get it right. Slight flare-up of my latent OCD tendencies. 

Here is the second version. I didn't quite plan out the placement well but we're going to keep it real here.
















Both drawings are prismacolor pen on a watercolor background. Not surprisingly, the pen I used, which was brand spanking new, is now out of ink. That's a lot on lines folks.














Here's another critter I'm jazzed about these days . A quick watercolor sketch in my watercolor sketchbook.  

Kind of a compromising pose, but I chose it to study the interesting characteristics of elk. They have light-colored butts. It's just a fact, folks. 

Hey, you know this and the raven have something in common. Both are throwing that over-the-shoulder, come hither look. Just like supermodels.










Lastly, a couple of sketches from last week (or is it the week before last?), in my clothes and closet moleskine. These were extremely fun although tedious and time-consuming. Love the idea of capturing a day in time. At least what I wore. I love clothes and tend to remember what everyone was wearing when recalling a story or special memory. Only makes sense to document it.  Expect to see more of these. Ballpoint pen & colored pencil in cream-colored moleskine 

Sunday, July 17, 2011

A few sketches


A sketch of the cover of the the DVD of Planet of the Apes. An unfortunate blend of ballpoint and colored pencils. In this case they didn't blend that well at all.


From when I took Carsen to the airport last week.  Pay no attention to the smudge on the lower right quadrant. That is actually bleed through from the ballpoint sketch of Cornelius on the other side that bled through the paper when I sprayed fixative on the colored pencil. Can't win for losing.


Last Luna Moth for a while. Promise. I actually drew it before the painting and was too tired of the subject to finish him.



This is a real car, not a toy. I'm not a technical artist. Its actually a mid-size SUV. Hard to tell I know. Scary to see how things look through my pen sometimes.